Shes changed..shes not the same little girl I raised and taught. Should I have brought her with me from the begining. Was leaving her behind for a few months a mistake..should I have waited for a few months?
Was time that short? Would the Prince still be willing to allow the embrace in March or April? Its too late now whats done is done. I have to try and get My old Katie Scarlett back. But how.
And now Fiona...my Ruby. Turning cold. She knows how to push my buttons..she knows what I hate most..and what will push me over the top. She can read me like a book, and I love her..and theres nothing going to stop that. I can deny her nothing. I know deep down shes doing what she thinks is best to help us all. Still it hurts like an open wound. Worse than anything Victor could have done...that axe cutting into my chest was nothing compared to seeing her drive away with somone else
Im tired..Victor and Clara are dead. They couldnt handle this city. They couldnt understand how we must all work togeather so that we can all survive. Now I have to rebuild in my own Image...but how. How can I do this? Am I even prepaired? Or is this all too much?
When it comes down to it...only time will tell.
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