I should have given up hope when Michelle was taken from me. But I held out, for 80 years even for a vampire thats along time, watching the world change around me...from almost no phones to everyone carrying it around one in their pockets. And watched alone...waiting in the night. Foolish..
I didnt come to Santa Cruz to find someone to hold...but I did or at least thought I had until she slipped through my arms...Then Lily my rose...I love her as much as I do Fiona..but Fiona has Sally now..and soon I'll stand watch them marry...Dance with the bride before slipping away unoticed.
Yes I love Lily and it rips me up inside..but she wants her freedom and who can blame her.
So I will live alone...watch from the shadows help where I can bury myself in my gems. Come when Im needed and slip away when Im not.
I've lived alone before...I can do it again. A large empty house. All I wanted was to fill with sounds of a family or as close as I could make it...But that dream is as dead as I am.
I'll live alone as I was obvisoulsy ment to accept my fate and stop fighting for what Im not meant have..and I will continue.
